It's under construction (expected to go live in September 2009)
but I've just found there's a new SOL website online =)
http://www.servantsofthelight.org.uk/

http://www.freewebs.com/holistic_astrologer/index.htm
Hello there friends,
I would like to recommend a website of a friends.
It is a holistic Astrology site, were you can buy your full Astrology chart Reading that isn't computer generated. All by hand in plain English. Check it out! :)
Love & Light,
Liam
http://www.freewebs.com/holistic_astrologer/index.htm

We here at Asteroths Domain and at LiamsThoughts.com have now made a joint website that is a Forum, so everyone can get involved.
As this website and mine Liamsthoughts.com are only blogs, this new website is a forum and will eventually replace both websites.
As we wish to either get rid of these two, or change them.
This new website is called www.asterothsforum.com
Check it out. For its going to eventually replace this one..
So if you are members and readers of this site, be prepared for a move.
And to get more involved in the website.
So come check us out at www.asterothsforum.com
you can register for membership at this link below:
http://asterothsforum.com/user/register
Thanks a ton,
Love & Light,
,Liams Thoughts
,Asteroths Apprentice

For too long now, there were secrets in my mind
For too long now, there were things I should have said
In the darkness...I was stumbling for the door
To find a reason - to find the time, the place, the hour

Waiting for the winter sun, and the cold light of day
The misty ghosts of childhood fears
The pressure is building, and I can't stay away

I throw myself into the sea
Release the wave, let it wash over me
To face the fear I once believed
The tears of the dragon, for you and for me

Where I was, I had wings that couldn't fly
Where I was, I had tears I couldn't cry
My emotions frozen in an icy lake
I couldn't feel them until the ice began to break

I have no power over this, you know I'm afraid
The walls I built are crumbling
The water is moving, I'm slipping away...

I throw myself into the sea
Release the wave, let it wash over me
To face the fear I once believed
The tears of the dragon, for you and for me

I am the kind of person that likes to operate in a framework - a plan. I guess that you could also say I like a controlled environment and that I try to control my environment. Well, I think I am truly about to give up clutching onto rocks and abandon myself to the stream because I no longer have the strength or will to hold on.

Everything is screwed up. I have so many debts and bills I can't pay. Creditors chasing me. Stress in every area of my life. My relationships all seem damaged because I am manipulative and so want to be loved/liked. I try so hard but seem to come across as arrogant and manipulative.

They talk about a dark night of the soul. Well I guess I'm there because where I am it seems very dark and the little light that was shining appears to have been shut off. I say think because while I want to be positive, I have a feeling this isn't yet bottom.

I will be honest and say I want to run away. I want to escape somewhere, anywhere. I am dizzy and lightheaded and I have a feeling like I am a twig about to snap. I can't keep fighting through life so I am just going to let go..... float downstream and hope to avoid the rocks.

Positive Mindset: Were you think positively, and have hardwired your wave pattern into that of a positive one were you think only of positive outcomes of both bad and good situations.

Neutral Mindset: Were you rarely think at all of outcomes you go by gut and go with the flow like a Monk, very calm and quite quiet and more of an observer than anything. Were your mind set is not negative nor positive, just normal thoughts.

Negative Mindset: Were you think negatively, and have hardwired your wave patterns into that of a negative one were you think only of negative outcomes of both bad and good situations.

Positive Thinking and or a Positive Mindset allows you to have a cushion to lean on when something bad happens, a constant flow of positive thoughts that keep you afloat in rough waters.

Negative Thinking and or Negative Mindset allows you to prepare for the blow of a bad event, eventually leading to constant worry and then stress to the point you dig your own whole and can't get out unless you realize and change. But its hard wading through muddy water and this may take time before you get to safe dry land to drink from the waters of Positive flow. and Not stuck in the quick sands of Negative flow.